如果~

回忆，就像是被微风徐徐吹落的叶子，
那么的脆弱、令人淡忘。
回忆，就像是烙印，
让人对最深刻的印象有着难忘的回忆。
如果往事不是那么的痛苦，
或许我的回忆早就随着时间的增长而淡忘了。
如果真是那样，
我或许就不会那么偏激了。
我常常沉默着，
思忆着我每一个回忆。
开心、伤心、失落......
无可否认，开心的回忆也可以令人振奋。
但是，比起失落的回忆，
它们更显得娇小、无助。
哭？又能怎样？
事情已经成为了定局。
很多时候，哭过了梦就该苏醒了。
人，总该要长大了。
不该总是活在过去中，
与其回忆过去，倒不如展望未来。
哭过了，就该学习从失败中站立起来，
哭过了，就该让泪水蕴藏了一切痛苦、失落的记忆。
我想，是时候学习成长了。
我不能一辈子都成为失败者～
不可能～

A farewell gesture

It's fortnight again.
It's time for me to leave.
I wish I could say a 'goodbye' before I left,
or even gave you a warm hug is better.
Unfortunately, I couldn't do it so,
I scared I'll hurt you.
I tried to get your forgiveness-but I didn't do it so.
I still doubt-will you forgive me?
I guessed I shall know the answer-No, you won't.
I felt regret but I still convinced myself it's better I didn't do it so.
I grieved and I could feel there was some tears in my eyes.
I ducked my head in my bed.
Tears ruined my shirt.
However,nothing's going to help me felt better.
Perhaps I could give you a farewell gesture,
itsn't that our customary?
My eyes filled with tears.
I tried to rub it of with some tissues.
The tissues were like velvet,it's smooth.
[T][h][a][n][k] [y][o][u].
Thanks for your constant love.
I think I should give you the warmest regards and hope you always in the pink.
Regardless,I would like to tell you
[T][h][a][n][k] [y][o][u],[f][r][i][e][n][d][s]

Dawn

It's dawn again.
Perhaps those bad things would never exist in my life.
Like they promised me before.
I try to convince myself everything is over.
I'd always a good liar,
but I still can't convince myself.
"Life isn't fair."
I should believe it-without a doubt,but I can't.
I told myself there are some exceptions,
well,just an exception.
Everybody has 24 hours,
they can dream whatever they want.
Of course they can,
this is everyone's freedom.
Everybody can dream.
I like daydreaming.
I like to think about how I'm going to plan for my future.
However,I'm not a vampire so I won't immortal.
I need to plan my mortal life wisely.
My dream is too fragile.
It cracks sometimes,but it heals faster than anything.
I'm not perfect and I'm weak.
I cry easily but I won't let my dream off.
Life is complicated.
I can't predict what will happen in my future.
However,I can choose it.
I can't read others mind.
However,I can give them some credits-I'll try.
"Am I happy?"
yes or no?
The answer will always both.
No matter how the day is,it had to end.
The past seemed nothing to me now.
I don't want to talk about it.
Maybe it's time to forget that things,
I can't but I promise I'll try.
I told myself I still have another chances.
You can't deny-it's true.
It's another end for a day.
I need to work harder for my future.
"Can I do this?"
Yes,I can.
I sighed for a relief.
Tomorrow is another day-it's unpredictable.
However,I won't give up and I won't.