A farewell gesture

It's fortnight again.
It's time for me to leave.
I wish I could say a 'goodbye' before I left,
or even gave you a warm hug is better.
Unfortunately, I couldn't do it so,
I scared I'll hurt you.
I tried to get your forgiveness-but I didn't do it so.
I still doubt-will you forgive me?
I guessed I shall know the answer-No, you won't.
I felt regret but I still convinced myself it's better I didn't do it so.
I grieved and I could feel there was some tears in my eyes.
I ducked my head in my bed.
Tears ruined my shirt.
However,nothing's going to help me felt better.
Perhaps I could give you a farewell gesture,
itsn't that our customary?
My eyes filled with tears.
I tried to rub it of with some tissues.
The tissues were like velvet,it's smooth.
[T][h][a][n][k] [y][o][u].
Thanks for your constant love.
I think I should give you the warmest regards and hope you always in the pink.
Regardless,I would like to tell you
[T][h][a][n][k] [y][o][u],[f][r][i][e][n][d][s]